Depressed

Today I am depressed. Lonely. Aching. In pain. I go see my pain management doctor tomorrow. Maybe he can prescribe something...anything. I feel like crying today...I am trying to stay in a good mood...but nothing helps. I think I am going home early today...no motivation, no desire to do anything. Brain is foggy and tired and I think even it hurts. I tried to stay positive for most of the day...like they say everyday is different. Maybe tomorrow will be better...we shall see won't we....